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read my profile sign my guestbook Country: United States State: California Birthday: 3/30/1988 Gender: Male Occupation: Student Message: message meEmail: email me AIM: MAdsTEpzNAokI AIM: march3oth1988 MSN: march30th1988 Yahoo: march30th1988 Member Since: 12/28/2003

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Sunday, October 09, 2005

	have you ever been to PGA in a limo? lol I have =) today , as we arrived... white people were looking.. then we walked out.. and they were like ughh!??! lol best day to go today! man.. it was cheerleading competition at PGA! how sick was that?!? hehe =) im a happy camper XP
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Saturday, August 27, 2005

Hmm, what's been up with me? I haven't been myself lately =/. Recently, as my cousin would say.. " I feel like a piece of shit". Ridiculously, I messed up everything I've had so far, it's insane! I really don't have as much fun like I used to. Obviously there is something wrong. As of right now, I totally cannot figure it out. Maybe I just need some time being isolated for a tad bit? Maybe something in the past came to haunt me right now in the present? I don't know! I really need some kind of time to turn me back to my old self.. =/.. I can just sit here and complain about me not being me... screw the past!!! If only I can fix it but I can't. It's all in God's plan. So.. whatever happens now, I'll leave it, trip about it, then try to let it go. Then hope for the better and the best for the future. I really don't know where my lifes heading. I think I've fallen away a great deal and it's killing me because I look for a someone's shoulder to lean on, a someone special to be there for me, a someone to take care of me. That's not the point thought... the point is that He's been there all along, and I was just looking for something else, sure it would be great to grasp onto that luxury and I wish I had it, but now, I needa leave it up to "The Man" above. Take care of me, it's too much pain and hurt to think about those things.. Amen.

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Sunday, August 21, 2005

	me taking down the hulk! i got bitten by the shark!! teaching the dolls how to read!
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Wednesday, July 27, 2005

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Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Like every year, summer is starting to become very (hmm, what's that word?) boring.. this is the third day into summer vacation and yet, I have my lazy arse at home because my father refuses to re-sign me for YMCA membership, absurd isn't it? Everything has been the same lately, nothing has really changed..But first off, let me recap off finals... Chemistry, I barely made it, I think I got a C for the final and just got a 80.1 for the semester, English, whole class contributed and I think we scored on that one, History, don' even get me started on that, we had groups... and I was in rachel and wilson's group... when I found an answer, rachel goes "ooh i got it already" lol... basically rachel and wilson took the test.. haha.. for PE I ran an incredibly fast 5:42 mile. this year went from 6:30, 6:47, then finally 5:42... major difference huh? hmm... I'm glad that's over with..

Back to summer, I'm just waiting for my girlfriend to finish her finals next week then maybe we can work something out. I'm dying to see her again. We're going for our second month right now, things are going pretty swell but there's just some things that we aren't truthful with each other yet. It's tough when I wanna tell her something like those three words and other stuff but I can't cause I know if I do, she wouldn't feel the same, or at least just yet or i dont know!! err.. I don't know how to explain. We have this little barrier... Just one more layer to go before we can fully trust each other, hmmm or is it that she cant trust me? dunno? sigh I just want us to be able to talk about everything, ie she lets me know everything, I let her know everything but at the same time, our blah for each other is strong.. if only she knew how I really felt... but I don't think nows the right time... like talib kweli says, "I don't care what people, as long as you and me ok, cause i never been in love before, all of this is new to me, this aint what im used to see, cause I never been in love before... " hehe.. one day............. havent updated in a while...

finding a real job sucks btw... you have to be hired in order to be happy... haha

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